when you’re alone, you’ll ask yourself things… i bet you were not even thinking all these things. some time it’s all gonna be clear to you. i want everything to be so clean. so clean.

human I’m trying to come clean,  will be a better me, I will not drink until I’m dead, I’ll make the most of it. I don’t know what it’s like to be alive, to say goodbye, to cry a thousand tears because my ears won’t listen.

human I’m trying not to lose my faith in you, I’ve sussed out all that I’ve seen through, I’ve sailed an ocean. I am so scared of what I’ll look like in the end for I am not prepared, I hope I will get the chance to be someone, to be human.

via Ellie Goulding, “Human”.

xx sammy